Now what?

It's been awhile since I last blogged/wrote. A lot has happened since. Two weeks ago I completed my Cardiology fellowship training. This was in addition to my internal medicine residency. The past 3 years have had their ups and downs. It was especially trying in the beginning. My wife has been very supportive and has been my number 1 cheerleader.
Yes, I got married to an amazing woman in 2014 and have also been blessed with 2 wonderful children. My family has been my bedrock during this period and I am truly thankful for them.

I decided to take 1 month off to spend more time with the kids and wife. This decision was supported by my mentors (older experienced cardiologists). So far, I believe it was the right choice. I've had the opportunity to reflect on the future and I enjoy the present by spending time with the kids.

The new assistant pastor recently preached about philosophical questions that have plagued man since King Solomon's time. Who am I, What am I doing here and Where am I going?
As I begin my career, I also wonder what contributions can I make for the betterment of others. Seems like an obvious answer being a physician. Afterall, our profession is about helping others. I feel, however, like there is more to it than applying my skills and knowledge in treating maladies.

I have proposed focusing on preventative cardiology (primary and secondary) by focussing on the health message which is in line with what the SDA church teaches. Seems very doable ministry and I had the opportunity to discuss with Dr. James Marcum who runs Heartwise ministries. He seemed to enjoy what he does and gave a stellar talk during the Eat Healthy Knoxville day in the fall of last year. I am not sure, however, if that is what I have in mind for the rest of my productive life.

The truth is I do not know what God intended for me during my limited time in this place. I have always had a knack for business and teaching. I incorporate teaching during all my patient encouters and I really enjoy it. I like doing short procedures like diagnostic caths and not longer structural problems . I also recently began placing permanent pacemaker which is "real surgery." I enjoy it, hower, wearing lead for several hours at a time is not exactly what I would like to do long haul.

For now, the future still remains and adventure. I do not know where this road leads. I begin seeing my patients in less than two weeks and my hope is that I can be the best cardiologist who can positively impact their lives through teaching, healing and love.

Kemmy, Joshua and Michelle still take number 1 priority. My creator is encompassed in every aspect of my life. For he is the only one who knows why he gifted me with life.

Amen!